What is the point of 'stuff'? I mean, why do people (especially those of the female genre) feel such a burning desire to use all their hard-earned cash to buy things that are essentially meaningless? Think about it, you can't take these things with you in the end, and to be perfectly honest once the initial love for that object has worn off, do you ever even look at that thing again? Sure there are cases where you just forget about things for a long period of time, but always end up coming back to them because you remember how fun it was, but that too is fleeting. It doesn't last for long.
We purchase these things for a moment of superficial joy in a world where at 50% of it is trying to tear us down. Now I'm not saying that these things aren't worth it, it just makes me wonder. That's my thought for the day.
Now, I'm not saying that I'm not guilty of it personally. Step inside my DVD collection and you'd probably agree that I am definitely being hypocritical here, but for example, I quite often look at that DVD collection (and I can look at it for quite a period of time) and finally decide that I have absolutely nothing to watch (and I have been gathering quite a big collection, I think I'm pretty well into the 100+ mark surely). So of course to counter-act this feeling I go out and buy more. But very soon I'm faced with the same problem all over again, and it's just one big vicious circle.
I'm pretty well certain that I don't really get that way with books. I love to read. I really don't read nearly as much as I used to, and I really miss it. I keep losing myself in the entertainment world of movies and TV shows, forgetting the time-old and beloved hobby of opening up a book, taking in the new book smell and just sitting down, getting sucked into a world completely unlike my own. I think that's why I relate to fiction novels so well, because no matter how I may be feeling at the time, a book doesn't judge me, it doesn't do anything except welcome me into the world that the author has created with open arms.
I admire writers, I really do. To be able to sit there and to produce such amazing works is just phenomenal to me. I'd love to meet some of my favourite artists sometime (providing they're not dead. Most authors I seem to like tend to be tortured souls), I think it would be simply spectacular to just meet the creator of some of my favourite novels like "The Wild Rose of Meath" or "The Dark Dream". I might just go to the bookstore next time I get paid, and just wander around, pick out a couple of books that take my fancy. That's the wonderful thing about books, you can pick anything, and I prefer the not-so-popular artists, and just fall into it.
But enough about my book love :-P
I'm so sore at the moment. I finally did something I've been wanting to do for quite a while and that was go to a pole aerobics class. It was so much fun and such a good workout, but seeing as I actually haven't done anything that was actively exercising in quite a while (slack, I know), it's a bit of a shock to my muscles and now they're rebelling against me. Why did lactic acid have to exist? Life would be so much simpler without it, no morning after pain or anything like that. But then I suppose if there wasn't any pain then people wouldn't need people like me (massage therapists) to relieve it would they? :-P And then there's the fact that some crazy people like to go by the "no pain, no gain" motto.
I seriously recommend pole aerobics anyone bold enough to get into it. It is a lot of fun as well as hard work, but it's a good thing! I actually go with my mother to it. My mum is so awesome XD She's delightfully deviant and I love how I can talk to her about anything and she's always up to try something new with me when no-one else will come XD
But yes, we go together. It's hilarious because we were actually planning on having a pole dancing hens party for my aunt who's getting married in May. I'm a bridesmaid :-P. So that would have been fun except now she's decided that she doesn't want a hens party -___-. So instead, because the pump class that mum and I go to really is just exercise, we've decided that we might go to a few freestyle classes too. Freestyle is the casual class where you actually learn some pole dancing moves, which is originally what we thought that pump was, but alas, it was not so.
So we're going to go to a few of those and if we feel like we want to, we're going to start an actual beginners course with the pole dancing school :P It's going to be so much fun and we're going to be soooo fit XD They actually have lap dancing classes and exotic dancing (the kind of pole that strippers do :P) so if we ever get bold enough we might give that a try. We saw some of the exotic while mum was talking to the receptionist about pole fitness after the Thursday pump class, because it was the class after ours =] It looked sexy and they did it in 4 inch heels which made mum and I go WTF! It's going to be so exciting, I'm glad I'm getting into this.
Paul's coming over tonight! Yayay. It's our 9 month anniversary tomorrow and we're just planning on staying in and having a lazy day in our pyjamas. Should be gooooood. Watching movies, cuddling, if he's good I'll even cook him bacon and eggs for breakfast XD It's going to be a good day tomorrow.
Well, thought I'd just post an update because I'm bored while waiting for Paul to finish mowing/concreting with his uncle at his house. I love doing my blog, I don't do it often enough. I think that's why my blogs tend to get so long because they're so few and far between XD But oh well. I keep saying that I'll get into it and start posting more but I don't think it's going to happen :-P Life is too exciting to pass up an opportunity just to do a blog! Besides, it gives me more to say then. =]
I went out with Lauren and Blair last weekend for my birthday =] It was such fun. We went to Pancake Manor and then off to the casino for some light pokies playing and a whole lot of dancing awesomeness :-P
Pancake Manor is so delicious. I could definitely marry that place hehe! I tried some of the specialty pancakes this time, and omfg it was amazing. I loved it. I was so full after though hehe. It was pretty packed though so we had to wait about half an hour or so in the bar downstairs before a table was ready, but that was OK because neither Blair nor I had seen Lauren in a very long time so we just spent most of the time catching up on what's been happening =]
The casino was fun =D I managed to walk away with $15 after only putting $10 in initially. Then we went to the bars upstairs and just danced to the live DJ for most of the night at the little dance floor they have. It was so funny, Blair found someone to dance with, and there was this other guy (when Lauren and I were just dancing by ourselves) who kept trying to dance with us and watching me, but neither of us were interested (he stood there with a glass of scotch looking sleazy, it freaked me out!) so we kept slowly moving away XD
We took a break and went to the bathroom and stuff (dragging Blair away from her new 'friend' after saving her :P) and then when we went back the same guy with the scotch tried to dance with us again so we kind of moved to the other side of the dance floor. He got the hint then, but I felt so bad XD But it was ok =] The dance floor started to die down a bit before it picked back up again and it was funny because a guy came over and asked all three of us if any of us had a boyfriend, then asked me so I told him I did, and so he turned to Lauren and Blair and said that his friend was really shy and wanted to dance with one of us. We kinda rejected him though :P Lauren and I tried to get Blair to go dance with the guy but she refused on the grounds that the friend should just come ask us himself so -shrug-
We didn't really stay too long after that, thing started to die down again, and Lauren actually had to work the next day so at about quarter to 12 we started to head back to Central to catch the train. And of course by then Blair and I understood perfectly why you see girls walking around Queen St carrying their high heels, cause after all that walking and stuff that night our feet were killing us! Lauren was the smart one, she wore flats xD
So we said that we'd cross the street that separates Queen St from the casino in our shoes and then take them off, so we're crossing the road and stupid me freaking stacks in a manhole cover =/ So I just got up (I hadn't had a single alcoholic drink by the way) and kept going, it's only until about halfway down Queen St Mall that I actually check if I'm bleeding and alas, I am. So the lovely Blair walks over to one of the bars to get me a serviette to clean the blood with, and thank god I packed bandaids XD I originally packed them because we were buying new shoes for that night, but most of them went onto my knee XD I overdid it but whatever.
We managed to make it to Central without any more dramas, and caught the next train back home =] Blair got off at Lawnton, Lauren and Petrie, which left me on my own getting off at bogan/rapist Narangba, which scared the crap out of me but I was brave and I did it! As soon as I got off the train though I had my keys slotted through my fingers. If someone tries to get me and I have to defend myself I'm going to fucking make sure they go down ok! xD But I made it home in one piece and managed to stay awake for about an hour before going to bed and sleeping in until at least 10 the next day XD
We're planning on going clubbing in the Valley this weekend coming though, so that should be good to get together again, cause we had so much fun with the 3 of us, but this time, I am definitely wearing either a little heel or flats :P
Peace xx
Friday, March 12
Tuesday, March 2
There's nothing that I wanna do, but try and make it up to you;
Woah. It's been an entire month + 2 days since my last post XD
You'd think I would have done more since this month has been nothing but dramadramadrama.
I'll be a bit shoddy with the order of which things went down last month, cause honestly, it's all just one big blur. Jayne's been a real bitch to/about Paul as of late, so be prepared for a big 'Jayne's a bitch' rant.
I think probably the first drama was the first week of Feb. Paul had made a comment on Emma Taylor's facebook about an inside joke that they had had from a previous occasion (doppleganger week on facebook, Paul made the comment that she looked like a younger version of Scarlett Johannsen, it went on from there), and for some reason (which is still unknown) Leigh Dowding (a friend of Jayne's) attacked Paul over the comment that was in no way offensive. There are screenshots, I just tried to find them to put here exactly what was said, but I suppose Paul has them XD
So anyway, Leigh's going off his tits at Paul about how he's a pedo and to leave his friends alone and all that sort of stuff, and the thing that you have to understand is that a) Paul's known Emma longer than Leigh as far as I'm aware and b) we hadn't talked to Jayne in two weeks plus. So we were just like what the fudge is this guy on about? Paul doesn't reply to it though, he actually emailed Emma about it and asked her to delete it cause Leigh's unfounded comment was offensive to him. From what I can remember Emma came back to him saying that she would talk to Leigh about it, but wouldn't delete the comments, leaving the slander there for everyone to see.
Now before Paul had talked to Emma, Gavin and Jayne had decided that it would be fun to join in this bitch fest about Paul and, cause Leigh had also said "go back to school you dumb fuck", were basically just going on and on about how Paul wouldn't be let in because he was such a pedo and who would look out for the children with him around and all this other bullshit.
Now, I'm reinforcing the point that neither Paul or I had had anything to do with Jayne for at least two weeks, and it's interesting, because when Paul or I do anything like this (argue or bitch, I mean) on Facebook, we're petty and childish. But all of a sudden when Leigh does something followed by Jayne and Gavin, it's not worth addressing or getting up them for, because they're just so much better than us. .
We trusted Emma to deal with it, after we emailed her, but to our knowledge she didn't get up Jayne for it, nor delete the comments for at least a week, after we had maturely asked her to do so because they were bitching and just generally being assholes. So that just got even more frustrating.
Now because Facebook had changed it's homepage, the privacy settings for everyone had been reset, which they didn't think to tell us about -__-. So after these messages get posted on Emma's Facebook status, Paul gets comments on his pictures saying things like "pedophile of private schools" and shit like that. Now, there were only 3 suspects. And I've listed them all above: Jayne, Gavin or Leigh. Now, since Leigh was the only one that had actually called Paul a pedo openly in the conversation on Emma's status, he was the most likely, so Paul retaliated on Leigh's photos with the same thing "king pedophile" and whatnot.
This actually all happened while I was asleep/at work, so I didn't hear about it until much later. I actually came home and had a threatening message in my Facebook email saying:
Anyway, this carried on for quite a while, with Leigh getting increasingly impatient for Paul to delete tags that were no longer there. He even sent me a final warning email haha! So I had a look at his pics (which were visible to all, sif have him on my Facebook as a friend -eye roll-), and couldn't find a single tag. So I told him as such, and he proceeded to tell me that he had Paul's phone number and address. There are only two ways he would have that. Through a police worker/officer, or through the phone book.
For him to have checked through the phone book, he would have had to know Paul's parents' names, so it immediately casts doubt on a certain employee of the police force that we know Jayne knows. But regardless, despite all of Leigh's threats to sue us for defamation of character and how he should visit Paul and "have a little chat", nothing has come of it. It wasn't expected that anything would, because quite simply, any information of Paul's that he thinks he has, is either wrong or illegally obtained, and if he did even try to sue us for defamation, we have evidence of everything said of Facebook. I made sure to take a shot of Leigh's threatening message, so he's basically painted himself into a corner in terms of anything he can do to us, for lack of a better analogy. So we'll see what happens as time goes on.
I haven't even told you the funniest part yet! Now, think logically, if a friend told you to get the hell out of their life, surely you'd do just that and leave them alone, wouldn't you? Jayne seems incapable of doing that, because I got this email at 5:09 pm on the 3rd of February:
Anyway, that just really amused me that she would attempt that. Also shows how controlling she can be. The moment someone steps out of what she wants to happen it's a huge drama. You know I was talking the other day, and I realised, that she never ever came over to my house if it wasn't for a party? I always had to go to her. The one time I tried arranging for her and Nicki to come over to mine for games and stuff, it ended up being that we went to hers. That's depressing. My own "friend" didn't even want to step out of her way and come visit me for a change. I guess that can just join the ranks of why she's an ex-friend.
I also have been told that she likes to bitch to out mutual friends about how Paul is such a pedo and crap like that, general talking him down. Now the only reason I can think of for that one is that she thinks that if she talks about Paul like he's a pedo (which he's fucking not, and it irritates me to no end that she says it, but short of bashing her face in, I can't control what she says -__-) it'll convince said mutual friends that she's just so much of a better person and they should be friends with her instead of with a "pedo".
Now, I made the promise to myself and unspokenly to my friends when I stopped being friends with Jayne, that I would never force our mutual friends in any way to choose between us. I don't see the need for there to be a decision made at all. And if the friend does decide that they have to decide, it won't be because of any pressure from Paul or I. It's their decision, and like I said I don't feel that there honestly has to be one, I'm happy for a friend of mine to be friends with Jayne if they want to be. It's their life and their decisions, I won't influence them.
I actually have intelligence that Jayne gets pissed off when someone is a friend with Paul and I, and I won't name names, but these people basically haven't appreciated it when Jayne's tried to influence them that they shouldn't be friends with me/with both of us, whatever the case may be. This intrigues me, because quite a few of the people that I know, if they're pushed too far in one direction, more likely than not, they'll actually go the opposite, cause they don't like to be told what to do. So, it's something interesting/kinda funny about the whole situation.
I actually emailed her about this intelligence, and she blatantly denied it. But the simple fact is that who told me this piece of information wouldn't lie to me just to start shit. They are as over all of her crap and her bitching about Paul and I as...I don't know, a really fed up thing. It's gone to the level of petty and obsessive. Something she takes great delight in calling us all the time when she refuses to look at herself -eyeroll-
This is what I said to her:
Anyway, I feel like talking about other things than Jayne and her true colours =] For now anyway, I'm sure she's not done trying to find ways to hurt Paul and I, fucking bitch.
ANYWHO. My mummy's back!! Yayyy. She's been back for almost a month now, and fucking oath I missed her. She brought me presents! :D A flag signed by the V8 driver that she took over to Norfolk Island for Driver's Ed (does that amuse you as much as it amuses me? XD), a sarong that you actually do up with a shell with holes in it, a really cute little note pad that's shaped like the first letter in my name, and a couple of other things =]. So yeah, I'm really glad that she's back =D
She got back the day before Valentine's day! hurrayyy. haha. I spent V-day at Paul's. First thing to do was wake up and go and get Subway for breakfast. It was yummy but weird at the same time. Egg should never be completely yellow, and flat, and round, unless it's an omelette or part of a pancake...
Then we went to the computer markets that are on at Lawnton every second Sunday of the month =] We walked around for a while, trying to find Paul an R4 for his DSi, cause my aunty told us that you could find them there, but when we couldn't see them and asked one of the other stall owners, they told us that the guy who actually sold them was not, in fact, there that day. So we left, planning on coming back next time it was on.
I forgot to mention that Paul got me a giant Yoshi as my valentine's present! :D It's so cute, and cuddly, and squishy, and red, and cute! :D Although it made me feel so callous and uncaring cause all I got him was a new office chair =[ He's needed a new one for ages, and it's a nice chair, but when he got me such a lovely present I felt terrible that that was all that I had gotten him =[ He seems to like it though.
I had my birthday! :D I was right in my last post, I did get more and more excited as the day got closer. I'm officially old!! 20...gosh. I feel the arthritis already :P I had a really good day though. I took the day off of work (before my days changed I wasn't going to be working on that day, but then they did and I was so I managed to get it off instead :P) and about 1ish Paul rang me saying that he hadn't gone to TAFE that day and did I want to come over?
Soooo I did, cause Mum was at work in replacement of me and so was Dad and the sibs were at school. But yeah, so I went over there and just hung out for a while, he hadn't wrapped my present or anything he said, but I didn't mind. =] He got me Ponyo!!! That movie is so freaking adorable, I fell in love with it the first time I watched it :D So I was very excited that he got it for me on DVD.
I also got:
But in true fashion of my grandmother she was late anyway, so when we walked in at exactly 6, the phone wasn't ringing anyway XD She actually didn't ring until Paul and I were about halfway through eating our dinner XD But it was nice that she called. My other grandparents called about half an hour later, while Paul and I were still eating XD but it was a good day. After that Paul and I just went to my room and watched Ponyo and cuddled.
My grandparents (the overseas ones) are actually over from the island at the moment, cause Pa has to have triple bypass surgery. He was admitted to hospital yesterday and his operation was today. I haven't heard anything from Mum yet today, and I don't know what time his surgery was, so I hope that everything's ok. I know that Mum's actually staying with my aunt for a couple of nights with Grandma while Pa's in hospital. So we'll see how he goes =] Hopefully, all will be well.
Anyway, that's probably enough out of me for now. I'll probably blog a bit more in the future as more drama continues.
xx
You'd think I would have done more since this month has been nothing but dramadramadrama.
I'll be a bit shoddy with the order of which things went down last month, cause honestly, it's all just one big blur. Jayne's been a real bitch to/about Paul as of late, so be prepared for a big 'Jayne's a bitch' rant.
I think probably the first drama was the first week of Feb. Paul had made a comment on Emma Taylor's facebook about an inside joke that they had had from a previous occasion (doppleganger week on facebook, Paul made the comment that she looked like a younger version of Scarlett Johannsen, it went on from there), and for some reason (which is still unknown) Leigh Dowding (a friend of Jayne's) attacked Paul over the comment that was in no way offensive. There are screenshots, I just tried to find them to put here exactly what was said, but I suppose Paul has them XD
So anyway, Leigh's going off his tits at Paul about how he's a pedo and to leave his friends alone and all that sort of stuff, and the thing that you have to understand is that a) Paul's known Emma longer than Leigh as far as I'm aware and b) we hadn't talked to Jayne in two weeks plus. So we were just like what the fudge is this guy on about? Paul doesn't reply to it though, he actually emailed Emma about it and asked her to delete it cause Leigh's unfounded comment was offensive to him. From what I can remember Emma came back to him saying that she would talk to Leigh about it, but wouldn't delete the comments, leaving the slander there for everyone to see.
Now before Paul had talked to Emma, Gavin and Jayne had decided that it would be fun to join in this bitch fest about Paul and, cause Leigh had also said "go back to school you dumb fuck", were basically just going on and on about how Paul wouldn't be let in because he was such a pedo and who would look out for the children with him around and all this other bullshit.
Now, I'm reinforcing the point that neither Paul or I had had anything to do with Jayne for at least two weeks, and it's interesting, because when Paul or I do anything like this (argue or bitch, I mean) on Facebook, we're petty and childish. But all of a sudden when Leigh does something followed by Jayne and Gavin, it's not worth addressing or getting up them for, because they're just so much better than us. .
We trusted Emma to deal with it, after we emailed her, but to our knowledge she didn't get up Jayne for it, nor delete the comments for at least a week, after we had maturely asked her to do so because they were bitching and just generally being assholes. So that just got even more frustrating.
Now because Facebook had changed it's homepage, the privacy settings for everyone had been reset, which they didn't think to tell us about -__-. So after these messages get posted on Emma's Facebook status, Paul gets comments on his pictures saying things like "pedophile of private schools" and shit like that. Now, there were only 3 suspects. And I've listed them all above: Jayne, Gavin or Leigh. Now, since Leigh was the only one that had actually called Paul a pedo openly in the conversation on Emma's status, he was the most likely, so Paul retaliated on Leigh's photos with the same thing "king pedophile" and whatnot.
This actually all happened while I was asleep/at work, so I didn't hear about it until much later. I actually came home and had a threatening message in my Facebook email saying:
"Ah Monique. We finally have a chance to have a little chat. I would take it, as a personal request, that your boyfriend KINDLY desists harrassing me, my friends, and tagging photos of me as "King Paedophile". I would message him personally, but he has his profile set to private completely.So I sent back to him a reply email asking him how we had harassed him or his friends lately, seeing as we didn't reply to his trampling all over Emma's status, and hadn't talked to Jayne or anyone like that, and if he meant Emma or any of the other mutual friends that we have, what right does he have to speak for them? If we were harassing them (which, unless something that one of said to us was offensive, I highly doubt it), surely they have their own voices and would be able to speak for themselves?
I suggest he removes said tags quickly, or he will VERY soon have a serious problem on his hands. Yes, that is a threat."
Anyway, this carried on for quite a while, with Leigh getting increasingly impatient for Paul to delete tags that were no longer there. He even sent me a final warning email haha! So I had a look at his pics (which were visible to all, sif have him on my Facebook as a friend -eye roll-), and couldn't find a single tag. So I told him as such, and he proceeded to tell me that he had Paul's phone number and address. There are only two ways he would have that. Through a police worker/officer, or through the phone book.
For him to have checked through the phone book, he would have had to know Paul's parents' names, so it immediately casts doubt on a certain employee of the police force that we know Jayne knows. But regardless, despite all of Leigh's threats to sue us for defamation of character and how he should visit Paul and "have a little chat", nothing has come of it. It wasn't expected that anything would, because quite simply, any information of Paul's that he thinks he has, is either wrong or illegally obtained, and if he did even try to sue us for defamation, we have evidence of everything said of Facebook. I made sure to take a shot of Leigh's threatening message, so he's basically painted himself into a corner in terms of anything he can do to us, for lack of a better analogy. So we'll see what happens as time goes on.
I haven't even told you the funniest part yet! Now, think logically, if a friend told you to get the hell out of their life, surely you'd do just that and leave them alone, wouldn't you? Jayne seems incapable of doing that, because I got this email at 5:09 pm on the 3rd of February:
"I read your blog. I just want you to know I'm still here for you if you need a friend or some company.What the hell?!?! I just ignored the email, I didn't plan on replying to this persistent, needy person who can't accept that someone doesn't want to know her. That was the plan, until I got this:
Your profile picture is very pretty, by the way.
Hope you're okay."
"Did you get my last message??"Now that just made me pissed. She just wasn't getting the point, or was refusing to accept the point. So I sent her this:
At least she had the sense to finally get it through her thick head that I wanted nothing to do with her, because she didn't reply to that. I must have made her very angry though, and to be honest, I'm glad if I have. She needs to learn that not everyone kowtows to her will, and that when they don't want to know her, she can't change their mind by saying that she's there for them when she never was in the past.
"I did get it, but to be perfectly frank I had absolutely no intention of replying to it because, honestly, you are the last person I'd turn to if I needed a friend. I am actually perfectly fine and I have people that I would turn to if I needed to talk to someone/needed company.
I don't plan on talking to you again after this, so take the hint and stop trying to be my friend when I don't want it.
Farewell."
Anyway, that just really amused me that she would attempt that. Also shows how controlling she can be. The moment someone steps out of what she wants to happen it's a huge drama. You know I was talking the other day, and I realised, that she never ever came over to my house if it wasn't for a party? I always had to go to her. The one time I tried arranging for her and Nicki to come over to mine for games and stuff, it ended up being that we went to hers. That's depressing. My own "friend" didn't even want to step out of her way and come visit me for a change. I guess that can just join the ranks of why she's an ex-friend.
I also have been told that she likes to bitch to out mutual friends about how Paul is such a pedo and crap like that, general talking him down. Now the only reason I can think of for that one is that she thinks that if she talks about Paul like he's a pedo (which he's fucking not, and it irritates me to no end that she says it, but short of bashing her face in, I can't control what she says -__-) it'll convince said mutual friends that she's just so much of a better person and they should be friends with her instead of with a "pedo".
Now, I made the promise to myself and unspokenly to my friends when I stopped being friends with Jayne, that I would never force our mutual friends in any way to choose between us. I don't see the need for there to be a decision made at all. And if the friend does decide that they have to decide, it won't be because of any pressure from Paul or I. It's their decision, and like I said I don't feel that there honestly has to be one, I'm happy for a friend of mine to be friends with Jayne if they want to be. It's their life and their decisions, I won't influence them.
I actually have intelligence that Jayne gets pissed off when someone is a friend with Paul and I, and I won't name names, but these people basically haven't appreciated it when Jayne's tried to influence them that they shouldn't be friends with me/with both of us, whatever the case may be. This intrigues me, because quite a few of the people that I know, if they're pushed too far in one direction, more likely than not, they'll actually go the opposite, cause they don't like to be told what to do. So, it's something interesting/kinda funny about the whole situation.
I actually emailed her about this intelligence, and she blatantly denied it. But the simple fact is that who told me this piece of information wouldn't lie to me just to start shit. They are as over all of her crap and her bitching about Paul and I as...I don't know, a really fed up thing. It's gone to the level of petty and obsessive. Something she takes great delight in calling us all the time when she refuses to look at herself -eyeroll-
This is what I said to her:
"So I hear that you take great pleasure in slandering Paul? Calling him a pedo to anyone who will listen?This was her reply:
And you call us pathetic and obsessive. Surely it's about time you stopped bitching? Just because you two didn't get along, doesn't mean that you have to be so petty as to try and turn the mutual friends you two have against him? Especially with your unfounded claims of pedophilia.
I'm curious, why do you get so upset when anyone is a friend of Paul's as well as yours? Why do you feel this need to slander everything about a person that doesn't want anything to do with you?
The moral of the story is get over it, stop with the slander, and grow up."
So now I'm just like GWAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH. Cause I am just that fed up with her, and her bullshit, and her manipulations. I mean, I just can't stop laughing about how after a month of me not talking to her, she still tried to get me back on her side. What, did she think that I would have changed my mind? Felt remorse for ditching her as a friend? Regretted my actions? Because I honestly don't. I haven't felt a single shred of anything like those feelings since I cut her off. If anything I'm happier without her. When people try and talk about her now my usual responses are a cold and dead "oh that's nice", or I just don't talk. I don't see the need to talk about her at all, I don't give a crap what she's up to in her day to day life, I only care when she's bitching about Paul and I to people we know, cause that's just petty and childish.
"I have no idea what you're talking about.
Perhaps you and your boyfriend should take your own advice."
Anyway, I feel like talking about other things than Jayne and her true colours =] For now anyway, I'm sure she's not done trying to find ways to hurt Paul and I, fucking bitch.
ANYWHO. My mummy's back!! Yayyy. She's been back for almost a month now, and fucking oath I missed her. She brought me presents! :D A flag signed by the V8 driver that she took over to Norfolk Island for Driver's Ed (does that amuse you as much as it amuses me? XD), a sarong that you actually do up with a shell with holes in it, a really cute little note pad that's shaped like the first letter in my name, and a couple of other things =]. So yeah, I'm really glad that she's back =D
She got back the day before Valentine's day! hurrayyy. haha. I spent V-day at Paul's. First thing to do was wake up and go and get Subway for breakfast. It was yummy but weird at the same time. Egg should never be completely yellow, and flat, and round, unless it's an omelette or part of a pancake...
Then we went to the computer markets that are on at Lawnton every second Sunday of the month =] We walked around for a while, trying to find Paul an R4 for his DSi, cause my aunty told us that you could find them there, but when we couldn't see them and asked one of the other stall owners, they told us that the guy who actually sold them was not, in fact, there that day. So we left, planning on coming back next time it was on.
I forgot to mention that Paul got me a giant Yoshi as my valentine's present! :D It's so cute, and cuddly, and squishy, and red, and cute! :D Although it made me feel so callous and uncaring cause all I got him was a new office chair =[ He's needed a new one for ages, and it's a nice chair, but when he got me such a lovely present I felt terrible that that was all that I had gotten him =[ He seems to like it though.
I had my birthday! :D I was right in my last post, I did get more and more excited as the day got closer. I'm officially old!! 20...gosh. I feel the arthritis already :P I had a really good day though. I took the day off of work (before my days changed I wasn't going to be working on that day, but then they did and I was so I managed to get it off instead :P) and about 1ish Paul rang me saying that he hadn't gone to TAFE that day and did I want to come over?
Soooo I did, cause Mum was at work in replacement of me and so was Dad and the sibs were at school. But yeah, so I went over there and just hung out for a while, he hadn't wrapped my present or anything he said, but I didn't mind. =] He got me Ponyo!!! That movie is so freaking adorable, I fell in love with it the first time I watched it :D So I was very excited that he got it for me on DVD.
I also got:
- gold necklace with amethyst pendant and two little diamonds in it (from my grandmother)
- gold bracelet
- silver necklace chain
- gold ring with a black cubic zirconia and two little diamonds on either side
- a cute little tea set (including mini teapot, cup and saucer - yes it's literally little!!)
- a book on aromatherapy
- a towel with my name embroidered into it (from my godparents)
- a $25 Coles Myer gift card from Paul's parents
- money from my aunt and uncle-to-be
But in true fashion of my grandmother she was late anyway, so when we walked in at exactly 6, the phone wasn't ringing anyway XD She actually didn't ring until Paul and I were about halfway through eating our dinner XD But it was nice that she called. My other grandparents called about half an hour later, while Paul and I were still eating XD but it was a good day. After that Paul and I just went to my room and watched Ponyo and cuddled.
My grandparents (the overseas ones) are actually over from the island at the moment, cause Pa has to have triple bypass surgery. He was admitted to hospital yesterday and his operation was today. I haven't heard anything from Mum yet today, and I don't know what time his surgery was, so I hope that everything's ok. I know that Mum's actually staying with my aunt for a couple of nights with Grandma while Pa's in hospital. So we'll see how he goes =] Hopefully, all will be well.
Anyway, that's probably enough out of me for now. I'll probably blog a bit more in the future as more drama continues.
xx
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